I am still slightly stuck in my bitter and restless little world from yesterday.  It is pathetic and I know it, but I am unable to climb out of it completely. 

Anyway, I possibly had one of the weirdest days ever.  Besides already feeling like shit I ran into a guy I used to date who is completely psycho.  Like restraining order psycho.  I felt a little ill when I saw him and I just wanted to disappear.  

Pressing assault charges isn’t fun or easy.  But then it also isn’t fun to get pushed around by some guy with an out of control temper.  One night psycho guy showed up at my apartment and pretty much flipped out (depite the fact that we hadn’t been dating for almost a month) because I had some guy friends over. I am not sure how everything happened but it did and soon I wound up in court (thank god that my roomies went with me).  While waiting at the courthouse I couldn’t help but wonder how I ended up in such a situation (yes the word trash was floating around in my mind).  In the end the only answer I could come up with was that it was just one of the billions of mistakes that I made during my freshmen year of college.

I always learn the hard way.